Molestation, Rape and why somewhere I feel it is good to die after that-
So that there is no another mother asking her daughter to keep quiet about the issue as it would hamper the family’s image.
So that there is no child who is exposed to the demons of this world and feels suicidal or dirty at the age of 11.
So that there is no another father who beats his own child black and blue because they had suicidal thoughts and wouldn’t believe the incident they wrote on their suicide letter as the rapist/molester was a respected citizen of the society.
So that when she shows the courage to love someone and tell the person about the incident, he doesn’t call her a whore.
So that she is not constantly under the pressure of hiding her body and feeling dirty.
So that when she opens up to people about the incident and the insecurities related to it and there is an evident sadness on her face, people don’t say, it’s way too in the past it shouldn’t mater now and that you’re pretending to be sad about it.
We are better off as physically dead after that, because even after the wounds on your body have healed, there will be cuts and stitches on your soul that you will keep trying to stitch and put together but, society. Society in every form that exists in your life will keep ripping you apart. A part of you will forever bleed.
I’m not saying we are week and vulnerable to the slightest finger that points to our past, all I am saying is leave it alone because it is none of your business.
We don’t want your sympathy, the consolation that would drip from your words or anything else. We just want you to k ow how common of an issue this has become, we want you to understand us and to build a better world where there are no rapists. No rapists of skin, no rapists of soul.